it ws a sunday afternoon....d calender tht ws hanging near our much furnished room shows d yr 1991...october most prob..i ws 6 yrs old thn.i heard someone shoting near our rear gate which ws half broken ....someone shouting in a chaostic way ,i ran out of d room and saw everyone running here n der...d scene reminds me of a vietnam war movie tht i saw fews days bk...i ws confused and dint rem exactly wht hapnd afterwards...i ws taken inside d room by one of ma aunt and she stayed wid me d whole evening....i wsnt alowed to go outside...i hrd someone cryg loudly in a hysterical way...more lk someone close to her died....i ws too young to make out wht exactly ws hapeng....i slept off n dint rem a thg after tht...!!!
the nxt day i find a hugh crowd ....every1 wearg white clothes n all...and i find ma mom lying in a semi concious state.....tht tym i realised tht somthg bad hs hapnd...i can c ma dad standing in a passive mood in a fah corner...wid red eyes...most prob due to d tears he hs bin hiding.!!!i dint knw wht ws hapening n dint hv d courage to ask also.....!
i ws too young to make out nethg of d scene.!!
i hv jus lost ma brother....d only brother i had...!he ws 9 yrs old.......i dint even hv d chance to love him...!!
now i feel a void in ma heart wheneva i think of him!!
thn i said to maslf...life cn b very unfair at times!
