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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

spritualy enlightened!

I realy dont have any clue when some one claims that they are spritually enlightened.Is it they are trying to say they have gained special knowledge through some 'who the hell cares' ways or are they trying to make them feel like a messenger of 'the so called' GOD or is it they just want public attentions.Whatever may be the reason the much hyped term 'spritualy enlightend' doestn't exits.Its a bold statement to make for a guy who has done his electronics engineering without knowing a single thing about electronics(I cant even write the simplest equation of the electronics world)and hates his job.Well, it s hard to expalin someone who has already made a perception of somthing and that somethig happens to be the thing I am goin to expalin.But, nonetheless I will give it a shot(I aint losing anything if you dont get the point ryt!)
Spritual enlightened.The phrase itself is wrong.Enlightenment is when you have a complete knowledge or complete comprerhension of a situation(according to whateva dictionary) but, when you are on the spritual side u cant have the complete picture of the sprituality.Its a vast thing,its something you cannot define...its limitless..its boundless and doesnt end with the enlightenmnet(ofcourse it doesnt exist in the first place itself).Its like saying I can touch the sky but the sky is limitless..you cannot find out the distance between the earth and the sky.So spritual enlightenment is absurb and doest exist at all.Those who claims to b spritually enlightened are people who are realy good in convincing people or they are jus afraid to tell the truth.Attainment of sprituality upto certain limit does exists(Like myself:)) but complete sprituality or spritual enlightened is still a term widely accepted without accepting the truth.

cheers!!

Monday, August 16, 2010

Drifting along!

Life is well...said and taken in multiple views!I just dont care whts its al about,what I care is why I am here!Life has sumtimes become meaningless for me..The other day I was listening to an old track..."mama I am comming home" by one of the greatest band "ozzy"..and I was jus thinking of the good old days when life was simple and easy..I drifted into the past,the things I hv done and ya most of thm are mistakes..I neva regret in life and take the mistakes as a good lesson..but i neva learned from it...thts the irony!:)
I smiled to the memories of my first crush...the first tym when I hold her hand!It was all past and it was a mistake ..I know deep down how much I missed those days!But,it ws a mistake..
A wise man once said..the best way to stay happy in life is to have a bad memory..I do have a bad memory but its always at the wrong tym n at the wrong place!esp wen i need tht crucial 1 pointer to cross the c grade:)!
I drifted along n as i drifted more into my past,I can see how much I have matured as a person..as a human being!Experience teaches you a lot but,its d pain tht teaches you almost everythg!
I am happy with my life..how it has moulded up....I am waiting for a new chapter to unfold !
Now I realised 'life is learning from the mistakes and movin on....not holding on to it!'

Peace!
PS:SuggestionS are highly appreciated!!

Friday, June 25, 2010

A compromised life!

life is jus a way to c how d world is,it sdnt b mistaken wid the term torture!life mus b lived d way u wanted and sdnt b driven by ne ada influences.v r temporary here and doesnt matr wt u did or wt u hv done for d mankind(good or bad)...v hv jus one life n der sdnt b ne compromised on our hapiness.but as v move down d lane of life v seems to 4gt d real meaning of life..v started living a life of compromises....take for example v worked hard to get good marks in xms n miss d small hapiness tht cums on our way..v kip tellin ourselves ..jus one more yr of studies n der lies d hapiness ahead!but wen d nxt yr came..its d same story.v r adapted to it now ...living a lyf of compromises..der r people who cam in diz world n died without knowin wht hapiness is...thts sad!I dn wan my life to b tht way...i wan to fil n c d hapines diz world hs to offer me.hapiness starts with small thgs n small thgs in lyf matrs a lot...

I fil i have bin livin a compromised lyf ...ryt frm d day i gt ma senses i ws put into a place wer small kids r prepared to face d world...dey cald this place "schools"...bt i dn c a reason y i need to b trained to face d world...comon life isnt a war.i am nt against d centuries long tradition bt i fil i wd hv bin a beta person if i had been giben tym n space to choose wht i wanted to b in lyf...to choose wht i m good at....al i need ws guidance... nt bein directed!

i ws mentaly programmed to b on d edge or cut off frm d rest..this creates insecurity n i lived a life of fear.i m afraid to do d diff thg ...to do wht i believe in...jus bcoz its diff!i lived wid constant fear in mind whethr m doin good or bad in lyf...i am ready to accept nethg (which may b painful for me)if dat promises security for me..diz isnt d lyf i hv dreamt of!

D ada day ma manager scolded me bcoz i asked him to relocate me on d day s dey hv promised...he ws extendin two moe days.al i ask him ws (wid politeness) whethr it wd b posible to gt d same date...al i ws doin ws asking n nt even demandin for god sake!he started shoutin n al...n gave a fuckin half n hr lecture on al d trouble dey hv gone thru to gt me der!comon i waited for fuckin four months!n yet dey stil say m nt flexible...thts bulshit!n diz isnt d lyf m expectin!
ma lyf is compromised!


enuf said!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

'bein wokholic'

its a lovly sunday evening.. d clock ticks 7:37 pm...i dn knw wer my life is leadin to n i dn wan to find out...who cares newayz!i cam hea(pune) 5 months 5 days n some 12 hrs bk...since thn i hvnt taken a weekend off...al i do is sit infront of the 17 inch plasma n do wht m tol to n i am getin adicted to it... every day is same for me..i dn hv those late nyt outs nemoe...i dn play ne games nemoe..i rarely toks wid ma parents...m losin bond n ties wid ma frns..infact i dn hv a 'good' frn nemoe..i startd filin dey r waste...i dn listen to music nemoe...i jus cnt sit idle...al i wan is wok...wok n moe wok!people cal diz phenomenon s 'bein wokholic' bt i fil thoz fools sd realsid dey r noone to term it in a negative way.'bein wokholic' is good...bt i fil der is nothn cal 'bein wokholic'...people who r idle n who hates wok invented it.
people say wok isnt everythg...i want to ask if dey r ready to pay ma bills...my loans..!
der r people who wants to wok bt dey rnt so lucky to get one.
b hapy 'bein wokholic'

enuf said..GTG!
peace!