i believe in god!i believe in supernatural thgs!i wonder y i tend to believe in al those.life is a 'so fah so good' kinda thg for me and for me life is jus living another day.m d kinda person wid whom u cn discus abt god d whole nyt n stil cum out without a conclusion and tht s bcoz i aint sure whethr god realy exists or nt. i neva force ne1 to beleieve in whteva m nt sure of.bt i find solace in believg in d existence of god.whneva i m alone i neva try to fil d aloneness..whneva i m sad i neva try to fil d sadness...whneva i m hapy i try nt to fil d hapiness...becoz whteva d emotions may b...it wil go away aftr sumtym.i say 'god' is jus n emotion...it is jus a mental state.for me god is jus another mood...n it wil go away aftr sometym!so here i m in a state of confusion,if i am nt sure abt d existence of god(though i tend to believe),with wht faith sd i pray(to god) thn ?is it coz i fnd solace in doin tht or is it bcoz people do it or is it bcoz i hv bin doin it since i gt ma senses?i aint sure y i do it but i stil do it.i look lk n idiot n i fil d idiotness whteva i wen to a temple closing ma eyes n standing infront of some wel crafted idols(or statue is a more refined word)mumerg some stupid wishes.thts d height of bein stupid 4 me.
after many slipless nyt n lotsa thkg(u realy believe ths?)i came to a 'not so complete' conclusion tht god is god n u dn need to hv a definition of god.i stil go to temple n i stil pray to him bt i cnt say i believe in god....bt i find peace in doin tht!
enuf 4 2day!uuufff!!
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